Feeling of emptiness ( After Sarita's death )

Hello guys .. today i am going start with Gudiya's life story after her mother Sarita's death. To understand this story you should read my last story which is '35 years a slave' . This story is interlinked with the last one. Like my last real story , this time i will not write it in chapters. I will write it in a free way .
                               In jan,2010..after Sarita's death , Gudiya was totally shattered. It was kind of a mental shock for her. Because it was only her mother with whom she spend her 23 years. She shared everything with her mother. She was her best friend. They were living happily in their small world. But this tragedy swiped everything. Smile on Gudiya's face was gone. She was sitting like a stone with her mother's dead body. She was crying like a hell and all of sudden she stopped crying. She was staring at her mother's body. When ladies start changing her mother's cloth , Gudiya just went away. They hold gudiya and took her to her mother's body for the last visit. Gudiya was not ready to say good bye to her mother for forever. At cremation ground Gudiya stopped his brother to lit fire to her mother's body. Her father hold her tightly. From that very day to till now Gudiya is unable to come up from that deep down sorrow and memories. 
                                  After coming home ..all the relatives were faking their emotions. Those were the people who never supported Sarita when she was alive. Gudiya was hating that moment . It was not her mother's illness ( cancer ) who killed Sarita. It was the ignorance, lack of support , lack of love. unimaginable beating and bad behavior by Sarita's in laws who killed her. For Gudiya it was her grand mother, her uncles and father were responsible for her mother's death. Sarita's death did not make any difference to her in laws. It was only Gudiya, who was all alone ..alone from inside..that emptiness ..it is still with Gudiya.... 

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