Starting up again

Sarita was gone and Gudiya was all alone..lost in her mother's memories. Her mother took a piece of her with her. Somehow Gudiya started her life again. She continued with her studies. At that time she was doing her Master's degree. She got a very good friends and they helped her to feel good. The time which she used to spend in a college was very good for her but as soon as she comes  home..she feels left alone. She used to miss her a lot and sit alone in the room. No one from her family supported her emotionally . Still everything in that room reminds her of her mother. Gudiya was totally upset..so many things used to run in her mind. She wrote something on that situation -

                                           WHY MOTHER DOESN'T SPEAK??
My eyes cried
My heart also cried
Why you don't speak?
What happened to my mother?
Why my father is shedding tears?
Why brother is consoling me and hugging me?
Gudiya is saying that don't make noise, My mother is sleeping.
She was so kind and graceful , she always asked about others well being.
Now she is going with people on bier.
She gave me so much love and care.
Today my brother is putting  fire to her bier.
You never left me alone my dear MOTHER.
Where are you going today ??
No one has idea about my condition after seeing her burning.
Why God did this to me?
May be she is at better place now.
God has something good for her,
My best friend , my everything why you left me like this my mother?
I am crying while writing this..Every word is crying.
                                                 After one month her final exams came. She was not able to concentrate on her studies. Somehow she managed and gave the exams. Her teachers had a very hopes from her. Because she was a merit holder from her school days. But Something else was waiting for her..

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